Hello!!!!!!!!! ...a little update from me....

I know I know...I promised I was going to be more active in here updating and such but summer was CRAZY!!!!!! The girls took turns getting sick..then we had vacations after vacations...The girls wanted to be out all the time. Since Rico is back why not take the opportunity to go on vacations right? I think we went back to So. California so much over the summer. It was hilarious lol. The girls actually loved the long trips hehehe. The weather was hot though since we went to Las Vegas also..the girls got sick right over there and so is Rico. He got these terrible cold that he got the fever during the trip. We even stayed inside the hotel for a couple of days and couldn't go out because they weren't feeling well. Then went back home and then I got sick. I had this terrible ear infection then migraines came back again. I keep getting migraines every single day so I keep going back to the doctor having these headaches check out. I was convinced it's something serious because my vision got more blurry that it was and I have these headaches in the same spot. It doesn't help that I have a history of anxiety so that made all these headaches worse. I went to neurologist last week and he said it's a classic migraine with tension headaches. I kept asking him him if he is sure it isn't brain tumor or something serious. He said it's unlikely because I had great reflexes and all that. But I can't help worrying because I have these terrible headaches every single day. Then I have a hard time looking at the computer because lights bother me at times and so is loud noises. Imagine having three little kids and noise bother you? Hahha it's crazy! I was given medicines after medicines for prevention and treatment of the headaches hopefully it'll all be better soon.

Anywho, to a much better topic lol..Jelynn starts first grade on Wednesday and she is so excited. Jewelle was supposed to go to pre-school but she's hesitant to go. So I don't want to enroll her just yet. She's pretty good with her abc's and numbers. Her memory is great so that's should just put her right on track for kindergarden next year. Since they have dance class I guess that's enough for her to learn discipline for now. Jessela's turning 1 soon. Can you believe it? She's so big now. She doesn't look like a baby hahaha. She's been more needy lately and cries a lot now. If she was such a great baby when she was born now she's making up for old times. She doesn't like to sleep on her crib..We have this king bed where we all sleep in hahah. It's funny because we could barely fit. When Rico comes home Jessela goes back to her crib then she cries all night long. Like I said Jessela's turning 1 in less than 2 months so I'm busy preparing for her party. I have all of these stuff I want to do but I don't know if I could do it all. We'll see!

With scrapping, I'm busy as ever hahaha. I'm very happy to be a creative team for great designers in digiland. Since they have so many beautiful products I am inspired to do layouts all the time. Snnce I went back scrapping I neglected my blogs. I was too busy making a layout, uploading and playing the praise game. I wish I can do everything in one day but unfortunately I can't right now. I probably haven't mastered the art of multi-tasking hehehe. But hopefully soon since Jessela is getting bigger she won't be as needy as she is now. Sometimes I do a layout and she's next to me trying to grab the mouse from me and erasing everything I've done hahah.

So that's what's been keeping me busy lately. I think I'll be more busy soon since Jelynn starts school and she has so many activities. She has her ballet and tap plus her Catholic class after school. Then Jewelle will have her ballet and tap also so I'll be a busy mom this school year..dropping and picking up the girls. Oh the joys of motherhood hehehe.

Anyways, hope you all had a great summer. I miss your updates. I'll do my rounds in a little bit..Thanks for dropping by always. I'll leave you with some of my layouts and a family pic. Thanks for reading. Have a great week ahead!

Finally updating...hahahha

So after Mother's Day, I promised to update at least once a week but that didn't happen because ALL the girls were sick after Mother's Day and when they were getting better I got sick. It's been almost two weeks that I have been suffering from the flu. Aside from the cough< I think I'm feeling better. The girls are better about a week ago but I think Jelynn is starting to get sick again. Her body is not liking San Francisco weather. SO I've been thinking of maybe moving back to San Diego because the weather is really taking a toll on her body plus the fact that she goes to school now. She is exposed to more germs everyday. I really want to stay here because it saves us money hahaha but if the girls keep getting sick it's not really worth it.The flu season has never been good to them. They had to use the nebulizer with albuterol and pulmicort to clear their lungs especially Jelynn because she had some pneumonia. She missed school for a couple of days and was crying over it. She's crazy that way hahaha. She LOVES school so much she even wanted to go summer school than take a vacation. I'll have to talk to the school how many days can she miss during the summer because we're planning on a roadtrip. If less than a week she might not go to summer school. It's fine anyways I mean she's been doing so well in school I don't think she needs a refresher course over the summer.

Jelynn never went to preschool and we were thinking of doing the same thing with Jewelle because she's also pretty advance for her age but that might not happen. I don't know if it's the middle child syndrome or something but she can be really difficult. You tell her no and she thinks you're joking and laughs at you. She has this "I, Me, Mine" syndrome where everything is HERS! What is hers she doesn't share, what is her Ate it's also hers. Plus when she doesn't get what she wants she cries so loud you'd think she was being tortured or something. She would throw tantrums after tantrums until you get tired and finally gives in. I think it is probably my fault she turned out spoiled because she was always getting sick..allergies after allergies that whenever she asks for something I would usually give it to her. Now that's she's older and we're trying to teach her the concept of NO she doesn't get it. The thing with Jewelle is she's so sweet, always saying I love you and giving me kisses that when she asks for something you don't have the heart to say no and that's the problem she got used to it. So we're thinking of putting her in preschool where she can learn about sharing, not getting what you want and all that before she starts kindergarden next year. Hopefully she also grows out of it like Jelynn did. It's just it's taking her awhile.

What can I say about Jessela? She's an angel. She's such a good baby. She hardly cries and only cries when she's hungry or needs diaper change. She's also very social and laughs and smiles at everyone who plays with her. She has been sleeping through the night for awhile back so my sleep has been really great. She's almost 8 months and she's so heavy. She has arms bigger than Jelynn. She weighs almost 20lbs hahaha. It's a workout to carry her lol. She's been babbling too and keeps saying Dada. Oh well I guess it's about time one of the kids' first word is dada lol. She has this habit where she shakes her head and I say no then she laughs and does it again. I guess there's a little rebel in her. She also has her two teeth on the bottom and flashes her two teeth everytime you talk to her as if saying "look I have two teeth."

As for me, I have been busy doing layouts after layouts. Since I finally got my mojo might as well use it. I can't do blog updates like I used to and I don't even get to do paid posts anymore unless it's payu because I just don't have the time or shall we say patience to keep checking for opportunities every hour or so. And I'm lazy on making an advertised post hehehe. That's the main reason I'm lazy to think of what to post. And it's either blogging or scrapping and I chose scrapping. I just don't have the energy like before where I can do everything all at once. And I like to spend more time with Jessela and Jewelle before they start school because you don't get to spend as much time with them when they start school. With scrapping I could do it anytime of the day. I usually do layouts when I finally put them all to sleep. It's been great actually. Mommy to three kiddos isn't as hard as ?I first thought. It's challenging and it challenges me every single day and I'm happy.


Rico comes back tomorrow from his 5 month deployment. We're all so excited especially the girls because I know how much they miss their Dad. Throughout the five months he was away, he would send the girls dvd of him reading a fairytale story and I could see it in their eyes how much they miss their father. It breaks my heart to see them touching the tv and say "Daddy, we miss you." And finally he is coming home to San Diego tomorrow and flies here on Wednesday morning to surprise the girls especially Jelynn when she gets off school.

I'll share some layouts that I've done the last month:










I have a couple bit more if you wanna see them they are in my Flickr account along with other recent pics of the girls. Thank you for looking.

So that's my little update. I'm sorry if I haven't been returning tags or links.I will try to update more and link everybody up as soon as I can. Hopefully I can update once a week. I won't aim high because I might not be able to do it. I thank you dropping by even though I don't update as before. Thanks and have a great week ahead.

Happy Mother's Day

Because it's Mother's Day...I'll talk about my own Mother.


I remember my Mom most at Mother's Day. She's been gone for 6 years but I still miss her. Many times I wish she's still here so she can help me with my girls but sadly she's not and I know she's in a better place. You see my mom was sick for a long long time. She had kidney disease for sixteen years. It's a miracle she went that long. I think it's mostly because she was holding on to me. Every single day she would pray to God that she'll be able to witness me graduate grade school then come to the US then spend more time with her then graduate middle school and so on. She wanted to be part of my life as much as she can so she hold on to dear life just for me. I was an only child and I was all she got. She wanted to see me settled I guess so when I got married she started to let go. We all could feel it. It was just a matter of time before she would leave us. But even though she was hurting every single day she still hold on for me so she could see me give birth to my eldest, Jelynn. Three weeks after Jelynn was born she left us. But those three weeks she spent with me, my husband, my dad & my newborn were the happiest three weeks in her life. I know she left us happy but I couldn't let go. I couldn't forgive myself for a long time. Maybe if I didn't get married too soon maybe she wouldn't have left me. Maybe if I didn't get pregnant right away then maybe she'll still be here. Years I blamed myself that she left me that day. Every week I would dream of my mom. I didn't know what it meant because every time I wake up in the morning I couldn't remember it except that it was about her. For years it was like that. I would even cry myself at night because maybe she died earlier because I was already happy. Maybe if my life was a mess then she'd still be here guiding me. I kept asking for forgiveness, for whatever I've done that might have disappointed her but mostly the feeling of guilt. Then one day I dreamed of her and for the first time I remembered it. She was waving goodbye to me saying she has to go. I was standing there dumbfounded. I didn't know what to do I wanted to hug her but there was a gate between us so I just waved and said goodbye to my mother and from then on, the regular dreams I had of her stopped. I thought about my dream for awhile. It took me forever to understand what it meant. To me my mom saying goodbye was telling me to let go. Let go of her and let go of the guilt. It's time for her to go. She hold on too long already for me. It would be selfish for me to wish her to stay even though she will keep on hurting. I had to let her go. She's in a much better place with the Lord. When I released myself from all the guilt I was feeling, everytime I would dream of my mom I could remember them and almost all the time it's when I was a little girl. Those were the happiest times I spent with my mother. She's my role model you know. She taught me everything I know. I may not have understood her then but I understand her now that I'm a mother myself. She taught me what unconditional love is and forever I will always be grateful. Sometimes I still wish she's here with us so she can spend time with my girls I know they would love her as much as I do. But I know that wherever she is she's watching over us. It's difficult to me a mom and now I understand. I must have given my mom so many heartaches but she still forgave me and accepted me many times and now that I'm a mother I'm learning to be the kind of mom my mother has been to me. Hopefully someday I could make her proud and could be even just fraction of a good mother just like she was to me.

Happy Mother's Day to everyone and hope you take the time to say I love you to your Mom even just today because of all the love and sacrifices they've done for us...a simple I love you would melt their heart.

how long has it been?

OMG! So how are you guys? It has been almost 2 months. Really time flies. I have been really preoccupied with a lot of stuff. Plus the girls keep on getting sick sometimes all three of them at the same time. The flu season hasn't been so good with them. So blogging has really taken the back seat. So where do I start? I still do some layouts here and there mostly for my creative teams. And even that I can't even do as much as I used to. I don't have the mojo or the time to finish a layout sometimes. I just really try very hard to do a layout for my creative team. Thank God they aren't too strict with me hahah.

The girls are okey now except for the cold but they are okey. Jelynn just turned 6 last March 26th. Gosh I can't even believe I have a six year old daughter hahaha. She's such a grown up now. She still does very good in school. We're all so proud of her because her teacher only has good words to say about Jelynn. Jewelle has been pretty good lately. Not too much tantrums and bullying anymore. I guess she's growing up. She's almost four so that must be it. She's outgrowing that side of her hahah. They both start ballet lesson on Tuesday. They are so excited. Will share some pics after. Jessela is 5 months now. Can you believe it? Feels like yesterday when I've given birth. Now she's so big. So chubby too lol. They miss their dad so much but they seem to understand why he isn't with us. Thank God for that. And it's just a couple more months and he'll be back. I miss him too but I have the girls to keep me busy.

So just dropping by to write an entry just in case you've been wondering where I've been hahahaha. Still here...just busy with some stuff. Hopefully I can update even just once every week. Will share some layouts now...later probally I'll share some easter pics. I miss you all..Mwah!

Hey Hey

It's been awhile again huh? hahahah OMG! Really time just flies so fast. Blogging has taken the backseat from my life lately. I miss it but I just really don't have the energy to update all the time. But hopefully once I can finally work out my routine I can blog more regularly.

So how are you guys? It's almost Valentines Day. Can you believe it? It feels like Christmas was just over and now it's Valentine's. I bet we won't know it's Christmas again hahaha.

I have been busy doing layouts because I feel bad for my cts because they keep giving me kits to work with and if I don't start working on it it'll pile up hahah. So here are some of the layouts I've done the last couple of weeks.







These ones are Jessela's...look at the difference....she is one big baby now lol.






I'll share more in a couple of days...heheheh..Anyways, Have a great week ahead. happy Valentine's Day. Spread some love!

hello hello again...

How are you guys? Gosh has been over two weeks already since I last updated? Where does the time goes? I really need extra hours in a day. There are just sooo many things I want to do. I want to be able to take the girls to the park at least once or twice a week but the weather is bad plus they get bored pretty easily. They just want to be in the house. So I try to spend as much time as I could with them. I have been feeling a little guilty for spending so much time in front of the computer. I think this would be my new year's resolution to use my time more efficiently.

So what's new with me? Nothing really except that Rico left again today. This will be a four month deployment again. So we won't be able to see him until end of May. I'm sad because he barely came back and now he left again. Arghhh! But what can I do right? It's his job and whether I like it or not..he has to do his job and that includes several months of deployment. The girls are doing alright with it. I think they got used to it. They don't look for Rico as much anymore but there are times when they'll say.."I miss Daddy." And you can just imagine how heartbreaking it is to hear that. Hopefully time will fly really fast and he'll be back in no time.

Anyways, been doing some layouts. Trying to catch up with my creative teams. Hahaha, they keep giving me kits to work with and I'm swamped with so many already so I really have to get it going like ASAP. Hopefully the designers get lazy haha so they won't have any kits coming out soon so I won't need to rush things. You know you can't rush perfection hahaha. Anywho, will share layout in a bit.

The girls are doing alright though Jelynn is always having the cold. The weather is getting to her. I feel bad. Maybe we'll just move back to San Diego hahaha. Her body seems to not like San Francisco weather. She gets everybody sick because of it. She wasn't able to go to school today because of it. She was arguing with me that she feels fine but she coughs every other word so I told her not to. She thinks she'll get in trouble by not going to school. I told her it's okey to be absent if you don't feel well so she finally agreed. Hopefully she can go back tomorrow. Jewelle is such a difficult baby nowadays...arggggh! Made up all those times she was a good baby. SHe pulls her sister's hair, bites her and throw the biggest tantrums if she doesn't get what she wants. I'm having a hard time with her. She goes in time outs so many times in a day because of her attitude. She doesn't seem to understand the concept of No. Hopefully she outgrows this stage. Or I may have to to put her to school a little bit earlier because she doesn't listen to any of us. I could barely make her listen. She isn't afraid of anybody. Must be the middle child syndrome hahaha. Jessela on the other hand is just the nicest baby. She stays on her bouncer contented throughout the day. She doesn't even care about the bustling noise that goes around throughout the day. She sleeps through the night now so it isn't so hard at night anymore. She smiles a lot too so every time I play with her she has a ready smile waiting for me. She loves it when you talk to her. She would oohhh and ahhh to me and when you get it on the right time she would giggle like crazy hehehe. She's so big now. Her doctor keep sayong that she's so big for a 3 month old. hahahah. Must be the milk. Her cheeks are so chubby. I swear all her weight are in there lol. She sleeps anywhere except her crib hahaha. Weird girl!

Anyways, I'm off now..I have to do some layout still. I'll leave you with some pics. Just random pics hahaha.




Photos from Jessela's Baptism



Some Family pics from Disneyland.

I'll share some pics again later. Thanks for dropping by.Have a great weekend everyone.

HELLOOOOO...back from hibernation

Did you guys have a great Holiday? Hope you did. It was pretty hectic here at that time so I had no time to do a post hahaha. Plus I have been getting tired of writing my day to day life since there were no changes hahaha. We do the same thing everyday so it'll be redundant for me to update all the time when it's practically the same updates. The girls had fun over the holidays. They received toooooo many things. I swear I dunno where to put them all. Then we took the girls to Disneyland for New Year's because that's part of their Christmas presents and they enjoyed themselves TOO much. They didn't even want to go home anymore but we had to because of Jessela's baptism. Pictures to follow sometime soon hahhaha hopefully not until February lol. Jessela's baptism was last saturday. It was fun to see everyone again especially The Bay Area Pnays. Gosh I never thought I'd miss them but seeing them again last Saturday after a long while....it hit me...I miss my friends. Anyways, the baptism was great even though there was a huge storm going on here. There were still a lot of people who came. ANd the food at Todai was great though there were no crab legs tsk tsk lol. Then my friends came over to the house after to hang out with my sisters-in-law. It was really fun...I hope we can do it again soon.

I also had my 27th birthday last Friday. Gosh, I'm OLDDDDD. We were suppose to go out for lunch or dinner but like I said there is a huge storm going on here so we opted not to go. It's still raining on and off here. Rico just bought me a Mango cake at red Ribbon that night. I got my Christmas/Birthday gift which is a new Toyota Sienna from Rico. I bet he is going to milk it until next year lol so he won't need to buy me anymore gifts lol. I have been nagging him about a new car because gosh our pathfinder is too crowded na for us five. So he finally gave in lol. Maybe next I nag him about the Apple Iphone but we'll see because I really don't use my cellphone that much anymore. He told me to buy a new Gucci bag but I dunno why but I seem to not want to buy one hahaha...what happened to meeeeee???? lol. Anyways, we had my birthday dinner tonight at BJs. Food was great...love their steak but they specialize in pizzas at pastas but I wasn't craving those. How does it feel like to be 27? Yikes...dreading it because in 3 years I'll be 30 yikes! lol

So Pinoy Big Brother is over since I was REALLY REALLY addicted to it I can finally go back to my normal life lol. I swear I have never been addicted to any shows before but this PBB got to me. I became the biggest Jon Avila fan heheh...parang Sam Milby all over again but 10 times worse lol. Thank God it's finally over. That kept me busy that's why i wasn't able to post as much because I was too busy reading and watching for updates inside the big yellow house.

As for digiscrapbooking? Still haven't done a layout. My CT is probably going to kick me out ASAP. The mojo is gone. I just don't know how to bring it back. I'll try to do a layout soon hopefully.

The girls are doing alright. Jelynn went back to school last Monday. She was so excited to go back. I cannot believe how much she loves school. Jewelle is okey too. She's still as sweet as can be but the tantrums...oh well at least she doesn't throw tantrums as much anymore. Jessela is getting bigger. She is now over 13 lbs. Yes she doubled her birth weight. She'll be three months on Friday. She smiles like crazy now. She sleeps through the night so it isn't so hard to take care of her though she isn't a hard baby. She is always contented just sitting on her bouncer sleeping throughout the day. She is such an amazing baby. She doesn't make it hard for us so we are soooo lucky. I'll share pictures of the girls soon.

As for Rico, he leaves again anytime this month. Yes, the life of a navy wife. He'll be gone until end of May. I'm sad but what can I do right? This is his job. The girls understand it now so it's okey. I bet it'll be quick since it's just four months. Hopefully the girls won't miss him too much. I'll definitely miss him but I have the girls' to keep me busy so it'll be alright. I'm used to it by now. It's been seven years being married to Rico so it's a breeze going through deployment now hahaha.

So that's about it. Thanks for reading. I'll do updates and post pictures soon. Thank you for always visiting even though I have no updates. Hope you have a great week.

OMG!!! Just checking in

It's been over 10 days since I last posted. I have been lazy, busy and preoccupied the last couple of weeks. I just didn't want to do anything though I have gazillion things to do. Christmas is in a week and I still haven't finished shopping. Let's not even talk about wrapping. I barely started. Argh!!! I can't wrap with the kids around because the element of surprise would be lost. So I try to sneak in once in awhile but it's hard. I still have a few gifts to buy and I just don't even have the time or the energy to go to the mall. It's so cold to go outside and parking is so bad right now. I don't even want to try it. We just barely gotten the girls' Santa pictures. I still haven't brought them to the studio for their yearly holiday photos. I can't do it. Hahaha. Having three kids have finally caught up with me. We're going to Disneyland after Christmas and I barely have clothes because I left them all in San Diego plus I'm still in between size. I'm too small already for my pregnancy clothes but still a little bit big for my old clothes. I just don't want to buy anymore clothes but I have to unless I want to go commando in Disneyland hahaha. That is not a pretty sight lol.

I still haven't bought Jessela's baptism dress and I have less than three weeks away and been everywhere but I can't find a dress I like. Argh! Why can't we have extra 24 hours in a day. This is torture. There are just tooooooo many things to do and I just don't want to move anymore hahhaha. Lack of sleep and lack of energy equal disastrous week.

I bet my CTs are going to kick me out any minute for not doing any layout. I don't know where mojo went but I need to find it Pronto! I'm just so lucky that the girls I CT for aren't too demanding. They are always giving be time to finish a layout. But I know I should start moving soon because it'll be unfair for them if I don't do any work.

Anyways, I'm so sorry if I haven't stop by in any of your site lately. I barely have time to check in here hahaha. I'm just so freakin' lazy these days. But thank you for always visiting. Maybe after Pinoy Big Brother I can function normally again. PBB is always keeping me up late. I think I get about 4 hours of sleep every day because I'm just so addicted to PBB hahaha.

Oh well, I gotta go..I'll be back again one of these days.

I'll share my latest layout of Jessela.


Credits: ShabbyCane Christmas by Laura Deacetis, Sequin spills by Rachel Young, Silver swirly by Tracy Ann.

Feeling busy...hahahah

Just feeling busy here hahaha but not really. Laziness took over that's why I haven't been blogging. I'm so sorry for all the people who tagged me. I will try to do all the tags once my laziness goes away.

I have been a little bit busy because been rushing for the baptism. I have to attend a baptism class and have been rushing the invitations. I was going to do it myself but I can find any of the materials I needed so I ordered it somewhere and gosh it's so expensive. Ang hirap talagah ng may anak. There's just too many expenses. I also needed to do a layout for a magnet calendar for Jessela's baptism. I'm going to use it as a favor but alas! mojo is somewhere out there. I don't know where in the world it is lol. I still need to shop for Jessela's dress and accessories for the baptism but been so lazy going outside because the weather over here has been so cold lately. And having a lot of sleepless nights does not help. I sleep through the morning with Jessela so by the time I wake up it's time for lunch and time for my Dad to go to work so there's nobody there to look for the girls while I'm out and I don't want to go out looking for dress with three girls in tow. I bet by the time we got home I'm ready to pass out hahaha.

I am also busy watching Pinoy Big Brother Celebrity Edition. I find them very funny. Plus they have eyecandies in the house hahaha. First time na nagwapuhan??? hahah. That's why sometimes it's okey if Jessela's awake in the middle of the night because I get to watch the 24/7 livestream. It keeps me entertained during the wee hours of the night. Ang hirap kaya magalaga kung inaantok ka. Buti may pinanonood nde masyado ako inaantok.

The girls are alright naman. Jelynn has been doing pretty good in school until now. Jewelle on the other hand has become more bratty than ever. I swear that girl is worse than her sister when she was at this age. If she doesn't get what she wants she'll throw a huge tantrums that everyone gets scared they just let her have it. I usually don't give it to her because I know she'll get used to it. She'll cry and cry and then my dad would give in. *Sigh*. This is what I don't like living with the parents because they spoil the girls and i'll turn out to be the bad one. Every time I get mad at Jewelle, she cries and goes to her Lolo and tell on me. Of course the lolo gets mad at me. Hahaha. Nakakaloka! Jessela naman is still as good as she was when she was born. She'll be two months next week but looks like a 4 month old baby. She's so big now. She has chubby cheeks and been smiling a lot lately. I just love to see her toothless smiles. Makes the sleepless nights better and well worth it.Though I still couldn't capture it on camera. Every time I try to take a picture of her smiling I was already too late, she was already mesmerized with the camera. Oh well, maybe one of these days.

Since I have been really far behind from my CTs. I really tried to scrap yesterday because they might kick me out soon. It's hard when mojo is away but I tried. Here's the result:


Credits: Everything by ON Designs

I still need to do my Christmas cards but like I said I'm having a hard time because I seem to have no creativity at the moment. I still have to do my calendars too because I'll be sending one to the in-laws as one of our Christmas presents but I'm lazy. as in super lazy hahaha.

Sorry for the long post ...hahah I might get lazy to do a post again.

Anyways, have a great week everyone...leave you with the photo of my girls:




Have a great day everyone!

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I guess you'll have another one?

Arghh!!! Getting tired of that question. They are pertaining to the fact that once again we have another girl. These are the questions and comments of people ever since they found out we were having a girl for the third time.

I guess you won't stop until you get a boy?
Huh?!? Of course not! Having girls has been so much fun for me or even with Rico. I don't think a baby boy will complete our family..we are already complete.

Why don't you try another position?
Really??? That works??? Hahahha...funny...but I don't think that works lol!

Wow three girls...pambayad utang?
What?????????!!!???? I don't believe that my girls should be the ones to pay the mistakes we had in our past.

You already have three...what's another one? Maybe it'll turn out to be a boy.
Every time they tell me this comment...I just smile. What else can I say you know? People think just because we don't have a boy that we aren't contented. I believe that there's a reason for everything. Maybe we are just meant to have girls. I heard stories how boys are totally different from girls and I don't think I would be able to take care of a little boy especially I'm always by myself.

We hope that Jessela would be the last baby we'll have. No, we are not going to try for another one in hope for a little boy. I know that Rico wants a little boy..all Daddies do...as for me...I'm always happy having a little girl but he knows that having another baby does not guarantee a boy. He also knows that his genes determine the sex of the baby and his family is full of girls. Like I said we are not going to try for another one because number 1) I'm getting old hahaha I don't think I can handle another one. 2) I don't think we can afford four kids especially if they are all girls. Girls are expensive you know. 3) If the baby turns out to be a boy, I would feel bad that he is the only one and does not have a boy playmate.. he might turn out to be gay hahaha or worse would always feel out of place.

To make sure we won't accidentally have another baby we are thinking of permanently doing something to prevent that from happening. But we are still thinking it through because it's permanent. I told Rico if he wants another baby..HE better be there all the time to take care of the baby. I won't go through another pregnancy without Rico there and worse having him away from us when we have kids to take care of. It's easy to give birth but the hard part is to take care of a little newborn. I don't mind the two older girls because once they are older they get easier to take care of but a newborn has so many needs and if you are by yourself...it's very tiring and drains your energy so fast. So most likely Jessela would be the "bunso". And I'm happy having three girls...it feels like I have triplets. And I love dressing them up. It is so fun! Plus they are just the sweetest little girls..always saying "Mommy, I love you." Just melts my heart.

Enough of me rambling...share my new scrap..this one is Jessela's:


Credits on my DST Gallery.

Depp at his best

I think nobody will ever forget Johnny Depp because he has done so many great movies some of them the most popular The Pirates of Caribbean where he plays Jack Sparrow and Charlie and the Chocolate Factory where he plays Willy Wonka. I wasn't abble to watch the trilogy of the Pirates of Caribbean just the first two. He did a great portrayal as Jack Sparrow. He did as a suave performance that he was praised everywhere. The character was so popular that Jack Sparrow became a household name. Jack Sparrow has become the most popular character in this century. I also love him in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory because he was so convincing as Willy Wonka. Most of the movies of Johnny Depp did very well in the box office because he always does such superb performances. Now he has a new offering for all of us. He becomes Sweeny Todd, The Demon barber of Fleet Street. Johnny Depp stars as Sweeney Todd, a man unjustly sent to prison and who will come back for revenge to all the people who has done him wrong by opening a barber shop and shaves people's head off. To view the trailer visit the official Sweeney Todd movie site. I'm sure you won't want to miss this because Johnny Depp has done it again. You can even visit Sweeney Todd on MySpace for more information. Sweeney Todd opens to the theaters on December 21st. This is a Tim Burton film so I'm sure you won't be disappointed.

Failing grade...Yikes!

My first time to get an F.....hahaha. Thanks for the tag sis JenR.

My Lakbayan grade is F!

How much of the Philippines have you visited? Find out at Lakbayan!

Created by Eugene Villar.

I admit that I haven't been around Philippines. There are so many places I want to go there but the weather is just making me think about going on vacation int the Philippines and the traffic and pollution is pretty bad. I don't want to ever experience that again so I haven't been back. I've been here in the States for 15 years and the only few times I went back has been when I NEED to. I went back when my mom died and my mom-in-law died but for vacation purposes never been back. Maybe someday...I do want to go to Boracay you know.

Get Smorty!

I have been a stay at home mom for almost seven years now. Jelynn started going to school this year so I have a few more free time and that's why I started blogging. I also want to chronicle my thoughts. Then I discovered paid blogging through my friends at the Philippine Digiscrapping Forum and they told me that I could write my opinions and get paid for it. And that's how I discovered Smorty. Smorty is a service where advertisers can hire bloggers like me to advertise their products through blogging. If you are looking for extra money why not try to advertise on blogs so that you can get extra money for the holidays. This is great for stay at home moms like me. You are already with your children and earning money at the same time. You don't need to get out of the house to earn some extra money. Try smorty today and get paid blogging!

Birth Month

Tagged by Ging, Diane & Dorxie. Thanks ladies for always remembering me!


Instructions:
1.Mention the person who tagged you and create a link back to them.
2.Copy-paste the traits for all the twelve months (see below).
3.Pick your month of birth.
4.Highlight the traits that apply to you.
5.Tag 12 people and let them know by visiting their blogs and leaving a comment for them.
6.Let the person who tagged you know when you've done it!

I was born the month of January...a capricorn..=)


JANUARY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY:Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH:Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL:Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY:Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE:Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY:Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST:Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER:Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER:Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER:Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER:Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

Tagging: Shabem, JenR, Rosemarie, Jody, Alpha, Juliana, Nita, Ritchiela, Irel, Cel, Fei, Anne. Do it whenever you have time ladies..there's no hurry...Have Fun!